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Call it lazy, call it pre-occupied... [11 Jul 2001|08:44pm]
[ mood | loved/sorry for neglecting everyone on LJ <3 ]

So yeah I have'nt posted in ages I know but I just have other things on my mind. Well let's do the update thing. Uhmm Starbucks is a cool job I like it alot. Uhmmm I am going to see Rainer Maria tomorrow nite. I am about to go see the Final Fantasy movie even though I don't want to. I am soooooo deeply and amazingly in love with this wonderful girl. I am going to Houston on Friday till Sunday to see her. YAY!!! It is gonna be soooooo fun. Flickerstick won Bands On The Run and I am very happy about that. So all in all everything is good and nifty. Love really changes the way you look at everything in the world it really does. I have shifted from on end of the spectrum to the other and it feels great. I just hope everyone can find the kind of love I have because it would make the world a much better place. Thank you for making the stars shine brighter. I am sorry I never post anymore I just really have been too engrossed in the throws of love and all that entails...which includes neglecting your friends sometimes...I love you all have fun and I will be back into this soon I promise.

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[28 Jun 2001|04:22pm]
[ mood | loving/loved ]

I have so much to say but need sleep before I can articulate it all. But know that I am alive and really happy for a change. I will tell allalmost all soon.
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I love you very deeply.....if I were thunder you would be my rain....
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I must nap now so I can have a brain again soon....

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like everything beautiful in the world is meant for me... [25 Jun 2001|05:25am]
[ mood | loved ]

...well one beautiful thing really. I am not greedy. I am very happy with the piece of loveliness that I have been given. Today is the second day of the rest of my "new" life...my happy life full of love...both for me and from me....i have really fallen hard this time...i believe in fate though so i have really given myself all into it this time...really layed myself out for examination this time around ..i could get hurt bad but my heart is telling my mind to ride this out...give it my all...my true personal best...and this will be the best thing i have ever had. I really have myself believing this, I have to for I am in love. And you know trying to tell a person in love anything bad is useless. It flys right out the other side. All I can really say I guess is that I am super happy, I think she is too, we will be wonderful lovers, we were meant for each other (sounds cheesy but let me tell you it's sooo true...I still think were are 2 halves to one soul that have been trying to reconnect for years only we were lost in the web of life and depression) sounds sappy maybe but I am super sappy today. I don't remeber the last time I really felt loved by another person. And just my luck this one understands alot of my weird little quirks/interests and that is the hardest thing for me to find in someone and I have finally found it. I will stop now. But this theme will be previlant through out my posts from now on. I want to say who it is but I would people guess (if she wants to post a comment and say it's her that is fine by me but I figure this will be fun...well no not really...but it will for me) .
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.you already know so you are exempt. That's right she is so cool that she was the first person I told. So in closing have fun, play often, drink milk, jump for joy, and wish me luck in love (even though I feel I don't really need luck this time it is always nice to have some extra). I love everyone today. And tomorrow and so on into eternity. Heheheh I feel silly for this but don't care in the slightest for once.

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[24 Jun 2001|01:38am]
[ mood | cut open for your examination ]

7 Things I'm Afraid Of:
1. dark rooms
2. dying alone
3. pit bulls
4. car wrecks
5. life
6. never seeing the Barrier Reef
7. hurting people i love

7 Things That Make Me Laugh:
1. The Jerk (Steve Martin movie)
2. Pinky & The Brain
3. David Spade
4. Mytery Science Theater 3000
5. stand-up comedians
6. inappropirate conversations in resturants to annoy people who bother me
7. www.theonion.com

7 Things That Make Me Cry:
1. onions
2. life with out love
3. rain storms with no one to hold
4. stubbing my toe
5. tear ducts
6. bright sunlight
7. losing Allen Ginsberg from this mortal coil

7 Things I Love:
1. love
2. coffee
3. Counting Crows
4. chocolate pudding snacks
5. pillow talk
6. backrubs
7. bunnies

7 Things I Don't Understand:
1. Japanese (but maybe someday)
2. being to afraid to give yourself over to love
3. traffic laws
4. why no station re-runs Press Your Luck
5. the "church" mentality
6. my mind
7. people who hate just to hate

7 Things On My Desk:
1. blank CD's
2. good luck statue from Hawaii (has been very good luck so far)
3. empty bottles of water
4. webcam
5. pictures of my orchids
6. Where The Wild Things Are collectable figures
7. oragami (my ex was an oragami genius, seriously could make dragons and butterflies from memory...and this great jack in the box i still have)

7 Things To Do Before I Die:
1. pinch Bob Dylan's elbow to be sure he is real
2. swim in the Great Barrier Reef
3. see the Auroura Borealis
4. visit Scotland
5. be truly loved
6. meet Boy George
7. have dinner with Hunter S. Thompson

7 Facts About Me:
1. i have bad teeth
2. i like the rain
3. i ride i bike everywhere...never had a car or license...i am anti-car mostly atleast for myself
4. i am older than i seem to everyone
5. i have meet Adam Duritz
6. i am a super emo dork
7. i am king of the dipshits |-)

7 Things I Am Doing Right Now:
1. thinking about funny yet serious things about myself
2. feeling happy my life has made a turn for what i hope to be the better today
3. eating a peach
4. thinking about watching 10 Things I Hate About You
5. reading my e-mail (ahmmm i could use some more people)
6. thinking about life & love in general as usual
7. wishing you were around to talk to but alas you are not so i will end this now and go watch TV

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[24 Jun 2001|01:16am]
My orchids are blooning big time today...this makes me happy...flowers never fail to make me smile
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"standing on the shoulders of giants..." [24 Jun 2001|12:45am]
[ mood | jubilant ]

as i sit here listening to the thunder and the little drops against the window i write this to you...
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."you.like the first drops of rain after a long dry spell. you. wash away the dirt & grime to expose the beauty below the surface.you."

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.i have upset an emo monkey and that is a dangerous thing...hope i can make it happy again.
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"kindess falls like rain, it washes her away, and..."

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[21 Jun 2001|01:01pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

Woohoo it's my first day off in 8 days and I am gonna hide out in this house and relax all day. Already got the 11 hours sleep out of the way now onto : movie watching, hot pocket eating, video game playing, nap taking, and laying out in the sun. BUT I am also somewhat bored as there is no one around to talk to so if YOU are bored too msg me on AIM. I will be running around the house so just msg me and I will see it shortly. Blah Blah blah blah blah blah blah.

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[20 Jun 2001|10:31pm]
"if your listening, sing it back, the string from your tether unwinds...i run around and play your hide & seek game, your hide & seek game"
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[20 Jun 2001|11:51am]
[ mood | curious ]

where are you? i wantneed to talk to someone. are you sleeping, rolling in the sun, maybe reading a book? it does'nt matter all i know is i wish the words would spill forth from your lipsfingertips...anything that will make the connection between the distance that i feel. was it something i said? or something i did'nt say? have you ever felt the same? the awkward wondering, the restlesness, the fear that the last time could have been the LAST time. where are you?

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[14 Jun 2001|12:48am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

I was just watching the E!</b> True Hollywood Story on Sixteen Candles. It was pretty good alot of the same footage from the Brat Pack one last night but still good. Man I love Molly Ringwald. It's been like 16 years now and she is still the model of what I want in a girl. I don't remember the last girl I was really attracted too that was'nt some kinda awkward redhead. Is that weird? Probably. Anyway I need to go to bed now have to work at 6:45 in the morning fun, fun.

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"...these roads go on forever..." [13 Jun 2001|12:46pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I have been really physically & emotionaly drained since the Dashboard show but I have will post a review of the show and some other crap later. Be afraid be very afraid j/k.

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[10 Jun 2001|07:25pm]
Bout to take a nap so I can be ready for the Dashboard Confessional show tonite. Who else is going? I will wear my red The Impossibles shirt so if you see me say hi.
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Let's play Name That Movie... [08 Jun 2001|02:32am]
[ mood | dum do de dum de do ]

"Smell the veggieburgers
-Zack, I'm not delusional
-Then grab her fucking arms"


Yes, I am very bored.

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I am... [07 Jun 2001|11:05pm]
..taffy stuck, tongue tied
stuttered, shook & uptight
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.pull me out from inside.

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[07 Jun 2001|10:52pm]
Someone tell me a story.
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[07 Jun 2001|08:04pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

If anyone is interested I have now posted 9 CC bootlegs that are .zip files containing the full show in mp3 to my AIM file share folder. My username is perfectblueboyjust send me a msg and I will add you to my list then all you have to do is (instructions since no one seems to know how):

Highlight my username in the list, goto the People tab then down to Transfer Files next choose Get Files From Buddy, it will then bring up a window with the files all you have to do is drag and drop them to your HD.

I have 7 more shows to post there tonite and more tomorrow. Hope someone gets some enjoyment out of these as they have brought me many hours of bliss.

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[06 Jun 2001|11:56am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Oh and before that I was on the phone with my mom and she said if I can save half she will help me get a new computer. YAY!!!!! Mine is 3 years old and kinda dying. I want a Snow</b> iMac. I have the original iMac now.

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[06 Jun 2001|11:54am]
[ mood | excited ]

Hehe, I was just outside smoking a cigarette (everyone should smoke outside) and my new neighbors were walking a bunny around on a leash. This really took me back as I used to have bunnies when I was a kid. So I have decided on payday in addition to the 2 hamsters I wanna get, I think I am getting a bunny. A big, soft, huggable, squeezable, kissable, bunny rabbit eheheh I am sooooo excited. The reason I want the hamsters is because I want to build a huge system of pipes between 3 cages in my room so that they can run all around the romm to whenever they want but always be in the cage. I kinda stole the idea from the book Microserfs (good read BTW) but I think it would be really neat. Basically I don't have time/money for a dog but hamsters and rabbits are a bit easier and they requie no pet deposit. Dum de dum I am ranting and it feels good. I can't wait till Friday after next to get paid.

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"...For all the starving eyes to see..." [05 Jun 2001|11:58pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

OK if you are super cool enough to be on my AIM buddy list (yes all 5 of you heh) then you can goto my file sharing folder and download ...

Bright Eyes - Lamacq Session May 14-17, 2001

...It's 4 tracks one from each day. Enjoy. BTW they are full quality 160kbps files so they will be good to burn to CD. And if anyone knows...can your AIM shared folder have subfolders that are viewable by others? That would make things alot easier.

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[05 Jun 2001|11:26pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Just go done watching this weeks Bands On The Run. Man I love that show I am sooooo hooked. It was OK this week but next weeks looks really good. Flickerstick and Harlow are about to team up against Soulcracker. Which I guess is cool because I want Flickerstick to win but I really hate Harlow, I am starting to like Soulcracker more now too. So it will be interesting. And I am also excited because I found out Flickerstick is coming to Austin at the end of the month, I missed them at SXSW. Anyway just thought I would share my TV induced psychobabble.

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"Say Yes" [05 Jun 2001|04:53pm]
"I'm in love with the world through the eyes of a girl...."
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"Here in November in this House Of Leaves afraid" [04 Jun 2001|11:15pm]
[ mood | sedate/smitten ]

I am tired. I think I will light some candles, curl up and read some more of

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I am tired. I think I will light some candles, curl up and read some more of <color=blue>House Of Leaves</c>. A very good book if anyone is looking for something new to read. Nite all...hugs....kisses...gentle caresses
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[04 Jun 2001|10:49pm]
OK now I am bored. I bought Traffic on DVD when I went to get Singles but am not in the mood for a 2 hour movie now. So AIM me someone and relieve my boredom please perfectblueboy
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"I'm fairly intense..." [04 Jun 2001|10:46pm]
[ mood | reflective/happy/full of choclate milk ]

It has only been a year or so since I watched it last until tonite but I had really forgotten how much truth the movie Singles portrays. Especially in looking back over dating the last few years since I first saw it (ah high scool). But now I think it means more to me in a jaded "screw this" way than the hopeful "let's move to Seattle" way it did then. Whatever. Definately will always be in my top 10. And Bridget Fonda is soooooooooo cute |-)

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